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The Hayley Session

by Brian Jin

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1.
Morning has found you laying in bed shattered in ripped sheets my voice in your head This morning after like none that you've seen in patterns of cold dreams instead of the steam And I'm calling you in secret I wish you could know me And I'm so low just to know That you're so above me Here's the street and here's your front door Here's the lock I turn Here's the stairs that I would climb If only I would learn If you could be here like a fly on the wall There'd be no way out for something that small And you probably miss me I know I can tell ‘Cause I can see how I'm smiling When I'm all by myself And I'm calling you in secret I wish you could know me And I'm so low just to know That you're so above me There's the window you press into There's your fingertips There's the bed you pull me onto Hoping I will slip You're rising star on its' way down I'm the sea you fell into So, morning has found you a little too soon And all of those cold dreams just crowd in your room Well, this morning after Yeah, it knows you by name It's not what you're doing that's keeping me sane And maybe I should call you but I got some deadlines Falling down was worth it But I think you'll do fine You're a setting sun on its way out I'm the grave that you rose from.
2.
Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Over your shoulder, baby Something wicked this way Something wicked this way comes Is there something you want to say Is there something you want to play Open your mouth and don’t be shy Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Having a hard time lately Trouble concentrating When nothing’s standing in my way Shame to be in a frenzy Sticking to verbal fencing Come on, tell me what I want to hear Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out Your secret words are ringing out
3.
Fine caresses Stealing away at dawn Messages on the phone Meet me at points unknown Can’t you see that I’m an erroneous man New in this perilous land Bendable in your hands I’ve seen everything that you have to show I’ve been everywhere underneath your clothes I’ve felt the curvature of your bones I’ve meant everything you ever have been told Constellations Scatter across your skin The roses are from within Saintly, yet full of sin You set foot So sudden, the universe turns I’m watching the things you burn Like you are something I earned I’ve seen everything that you have to show I’ve been everywhere underneath your clothes I’ve felt the curvature of your bones I’ve meant everything you ever have been told Rewards come for Writing you into this song What it comes out wrong? What if it’s way too long? Thirteen stars They hover above your head Seven beads in bed Bringing me from the dead I’ve seen everything that you have to show I’ve been everywhere underneath your clothes I’ve felt the curvature of your bones I’ve meant everything you ever have been told Everything
4.
I know your secret I know your kiss & tell I feel your heartbeat Like stones down a wishing well Oh, but you keep my soul calling Oh, and you hold it close Might fall apart and I Might just hold my own You praise the mother And Christ just might not know Oh, can He keep desire holy? Oh, can He calm me down? ‘Cause I don’t have an answer ‘Cause I just don’t give a damn And I don’t have to bow down to you So let go now and forget me Days we could ramble And touch ‘til we just got high Cradle to casket I’d let you bleed me dry Where do you draw the line, honey? When will I understand? ‘Cause I don’t have an answer ‘Cause I just don’t give a damn And I don’t have to bow down to you So let go now and forget me Now it’s December I’ve got you in the snow You’re my Medusa But you won’t turn me to stone, no Naked you feel those flakes tickle Naked you reap my scorn Could you look while I’m laughing? Could you just once call me king? Is that too much I’m asking? Could you feel your way? Won’t you take my hand? ‘Cause I don’t have an answer ‘Cause I just don’t give a damn And I don’t have to bow down to you So let go now and forget me
5.
You know where Little Thunder goes Grass grows but the city don’t Sunlight on a corner store Bringing heat through the open door But where do you go to stay out of sight? Longdale’s Drive-by Delight Blow by at the speed of sound Broadway to the edge of town Stop off at the Sunoco In case you need a hot cup of Joe But where do you go when day turns to night Longdale’s Drive-by Delight Some say there ain’t no better place to hide It’s where you go when your mama turns out the light And I can pick you up if you need a ride I’ll meet you underneath the star lit sky To go to Longdale’s Drive-by Delight Car crash on the 44 Fire burns north of Sycamore Tulsa brings you up to speed Keep on west of Hennessy You know you’re going to feel free and right at Longdale’s Drive-by Delight Tell my baby where I’ll be tonight Longdale’s Drive-by Delight Meet me underneath that neon sign that says Longdale’s Drive-by Delight
6.
Maybe someday Maybe never at all You would come on over You would give me a call Come on over Come on over I'd sure love to see you If you could find the time We'll talk in conversations Try to make it rhyme Come on over Come on over Come on over Come on over It never seems right Never seems to work out right Right Right Come on over Come on over Come on over Come on over It never seems right Never seems to work out right Right Right Play those old time records Lying on the shelf Next to your sunshine roses And your holy Tibetan bells Come on over Come on over Come on over Come on over
7.
Nora walks below the hills Collecting bones from her garden Like Ophelia denied Hamlet’s thrills Her heart is constantly falling She knows no boundaries No home, no family Locks her gate A shadowy raven she queries Lost, aloof from foe to mate Is there a river or stream, perhaps To take her to the end of her journey Like a light cast weary she sleeps in my lap A brother or sister knowing no turning She knows no boundaries No home, no family Locks her gate A shadowy raven she queries Lost, aloof from foe to mate She knows no boundaries No home, no family Locks her gate A shadowy raven she queries Lost, aloof from foe to mate
8.
And suddenly she's standing there wearing cobalt blue, and nothing seems more tragic, kind or true. I know what you're saying, man, I've been there too. Standing face-to-face with a girl wearing cobalt blue And sometimes she's finer than amethyst and sometimes she's finer than gold but more times she's finer than war-torn oil but nothing can touch her when she's wearing cobalt blue. Then you see her there in her cobalt blue running across the floor in her dancing shoes. You can get next to her if you want but you'll only lose, and your dreams will be haunted with the scenes of cobalt blue Sometimes she's faster than aeroplanes and sometimes she's hydrogen bombs and sometimes she's higher than helicopters but she's too fast for you and your beloved cobalt blue Sometimes she's finer than champagne Yes and sometimes she's cheaper than beer. But more times she's finer than Dom Parignon. You can drink her up and still not get the cobalt blue And suddenly she's standing there wearing cobalt blue It seems unreal but she's looking right at you. You don't need to show me, man, I can see her too. She looks so fine wearing nothing but cobalt blue.
9.
What makes you want to do right? Is it the shadow of desire? Is it the light of your fire? What keeps you awake at night? Is it the waxing of the moon? Is it that I might be there soon? And we lie awake in darkness delegating choice And stood for what the other one was never willing to Make some noise Will you not come when I'm calling? Will you not open up your door? Will you not show me a little more? How can you keep me from stalling? Is it your element of surprise? Is it the twinkle in your eyes? But you always did take such a private, private joy In fooling all of those you'd lay to waste when you'd Make some noise Make some noise Make some noise What makes me return to your side? Is it your heart which stands the test? Is it the rising of your chest? How does this end? Where will we stand? There is no precedent of late And there is none to anticipate And we lie in pieces on the floor like broken toys Scared to move for fear that one of us very well could Make some noise Make some noise Make some noise
10.
Wait, Don’t go I’ve got one more joke for you Just sit right here You’ll see, it won’t take long It’s that one Yes, you know which one I mean The one Where I Am free
11.
I'm looking for an answer to a question I'm looking for the right words to mention I'm searching for a straight up way to tell you I'm looking for the right way to adore you Now I hope you don't take this the wrong way And even if you do I've got to say That I'll fall for you if you fall for me I know I should be more outgoing I know I should be easy coming I can't say I know what it is you're wanting But I know it's got to be something And I'll fall for you if you fall for me I wrote this song for you on a Thursday I hope you understand what it is I say And I'll fall for you if you want me to But other than that it's just something to do And I'll fall for you if you fall for me I said, I'll fall for you if you fall for me One more time, I'll fall for you if you fall For me
12.
13 steps to the gallows These aren’t the roads that I take 15 gone and you’re mourning For your own sake First, you slay the apprentice Then you take the fools gold Lights go out and you’re standing With nothing to hold Nothing to hold you down In the darkest of night Bold, escapist lines that you write I can’t sleep for Venus in my eyes Don’t leave notes on my pillow Don’t cry out for dawn here Lanterns burn over London Taking us home Taking us home tonight I close my eyes On Hadrian’s Wall I can’t drift off I can’t sleep for Venus in my eyes Sun can’t rise, it’s electric Running past your window Trailing ties to a Morning Somebody stole Somebody stole our nights Four days and decades We can’t keep on Meeting this way I can’t sleep for Venus in my eyes
13.
O Angel, O Angel, O Goddess of Night Crawl on my floor and bless me with your light Dirty my memories and broken my heart Set me toward what I should tear apart Thirsty your waters come down from the sky Tell me, O one of the night, why you cry Layers of feathers and silk in your bed But who will account for the tears that you shed On your way down weigh down these branches Your fingers linger, your lashes bat down striking like matches Tell me the story of your passion O Angel, O Angel, O transient soul Tell me what I can and cannot control Drift down to me with your merciful air Of which every creature should be so aware My blood rise and fall with the pull of your tide And if you release me I surely will die Rise not thine eyes and turn not thee away But for my salvation you surely must stay On your way down weigh down these branches Your fingers linger, your lashes bat down striking like matches Tell me the story of your passion On your way down weigh down these branches The gospels and old time romances Bless us and keep us in dances O Angel, tell me your passion

about

Casey and I were invited to Hayley’s Music to take part in a video showcase that was being overseen by Kelly Kintner, a singer/songwriter, and guitar specialist in the shop. Kelly, incidentally, along with his wife and music partner Keri, both appeared on the Brian Jin YOU ARE THE MOON album last year.
What you hear on this record are Casey’s and my performances, completely live, no overdubs whatsoever. The process brought to mind those vintage performances of Elvis Presley, Buddy Holly, or Johnny Cash. There was no sophisticated equipment setup. There was just one microphone capturing us. If you listen closely to some of these tracks you will hear the occasional chair creaking, a mobile phone buzz, or possibly some traffic outside the store as Kemp Ave in Wichita Falls tends to be pretty busy. While this is, by all accounts, a live album, we hesitate in calling it such because it was a private event and we had the liberty of starting over here and there if circumstances required. It’s raw, stripped down and (we hope) a lot of fun.

Brian thanks Amy, Audrey, Wesley, Rhiannon, Gordon Lightfoot for being a hero worthy of meeting, and the kind folks at Sacred Heart in Wichita Falls

Casey thanks Toyota

Special Thanks to Kelly & Keri Kintner, Ernest Cooper, Mel Diyer, Nil DeSilva, Nick Kladky, Rick Vaughn

Extra special thanks to High Hyena, Rose Alaimo, Ciroyelle, Postindustrial Poets, Karnevor, Remi Gelin, Chenel No. 1, Nic Li, Betty & Patrick, Nathan Peter Illes, Thomas Dimitrakopoulos, January Fire, Tess James, Steve Meyers, Kevin Hartman, John and everyone with Voodoo Planet, and Brit House and everyone else at KDHX in St. Louis.

For Mark & Nichole

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released August 4, 2023

Produced, mixed, and mastered by Kelly Kintner

Brian - vocal, guitar, harmonica, mandolin, ukulele
Casey - vocal, guitar

Recorded at Hayley’s Music / Wichita Falls, TX
Recorded completely live. No overdubs were attempted.

COVER PHOTO- Wesley Kious
PERFORMANCE PHOTOS- Ernest Cooper

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Brian Jin St. Louis, Missouri

Brian Jin is a band based in Saint Louis, Missouri, USA. Band members are:

Brian Kious - vocals, guitars, keyboards, mandolin, banjo, ukulele, harmonica, tin whistle, singing bowl

Casey Wollberg - vocals, guitar, percussion

Nick Kladky- vocals, bass guitar, keyboards, guitar
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